Dead in days..

So hey, turns out i'm going to be basicly dead in a few days... I knew something was up, i'm picking up the Oracle's training way to god damn quick... I work up this morning and I actually could see through my arm... which... I won't lie, I screamed like a bitch seeing that...

Anna, Angel, and Mike, god this can't be easy on them, there off getting gun training by the Agent I mentioned last post, fucker probbly see's them as cannon fodder... But I won't be taking them with me when it's time, I won't do that to them....

You see, By the end of the week, I probbly will have faded out fully, After a sit down chat with Anna, we both decided that, well, I just can't bring myself to do something as dispicible as impregnate the girl, just to save my own ass... I mean... I ju


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Anna here

Sorry everyone, Paul's laying down right now, he just had a bad bout of vomiting, and he can't finish this post, so I'm going to finish it for him. He needs his rest right now.

He's right, this is hard on all of us, Paul and the Oracle's plan, is to push Paul to almost the verge of  "death", with the idea that he would become "strong" enough to engage Antonio in combat, with the help of sevral well armed federal agents from this so called "Organization" to take down Antonio quick and dirty... and that with that power running through him. He might be able to somehow pull Maya out from where she is...

The whole idea is stupid, and It's going to cost him his life.... He... He can't survive this... There's really no fucking way he can survive this.... I'm going to lose him!

Fuck... Is this what it means to have to run from that fucking monster! To try an live long enough to die "Well"? It's fucking bullshit is what it is! No one fucking deserves to die, or "Fade" or whatever the fuck is going to happen to him...

I mean what if he saves Maya! He still fucking dies right!

I'm sorry... I'll wrap this up... Paul says that tomorrow night is the night,  Once he's up and moving, he's going to get in a cram session with this agent, and try to hammer out a plan to beat Antonio...

It just feel's pointless....

OH Before I forget, I got told I could link to the Agent's blog... yeah the asshole was monitoring us for a while... Asshole...

Fading out

It's Paul... Sorry for not finishing that post last time, I ended quite abruptly,  I just didn't know how to finish it.

You see Antonio told me only final thing after he killed Roland... Which the aftermath of that was a story in of itself.

He said "I could kill you now, and fulfill my pact with the Slenderman, but I'm going to give you a chance to think it over, and choose if you want to die by my hand."

He had a sick smile on his face when he said that, that smile it burnt into my sight, but he continued

"Know that if you die by my hand, Maya will live, that was the deal I made, if I kill you with this weapon, Maya will be set free, if I die by your hand, the Slenderman will Kill her.... painfully.... in front of you, if anyone else kills me in the intern, well she'll be lost to this world forever..."

It's a sadistic choice... Damn sadistic... I die, she lives, I live... She dies....

I asfk wfasgfgggeeasdgf  SHIT.... Sorry..... I'm not in great shape right now, That Black Bokken? Well there's one thing about my Stonehenge trip that I didn't mention... My Body and Soul are not bound to this world anymore... not fully... he told me I'm tied to another world, one that lies beyond the path. but not the slender-realm... No this is farther out than the edges of our reality... it pulls me towards it... just not my hand started fading out of existence.... Those books about "The Supernatural" would call such a place the Astral plain. Bermuda Triangle bullshit and what not.

The man I went to see at Stonehenge was called the Oracle, he posted a few cryptic comments on the blog under the ???? guise in the past... He told me I had to anchor myself to the world, but such Anchors loose power during powerful cosmic events, like a Galactic Alignment that was supposed to happen in December of this year.

Now that I'm unbound to my Anchor... The Black Bokken... I have... At best a few weeks before I fade into that other world fully... maybe with training I could return from time to time, but... Well... the Oracle said it took him a few hundred years to learn how to Manifest in this world..

I got a few weeks to save Maya, and Maybe Antonio, and rebound myself to my Anchor... I don't know how I'm going to do it all... I called for the Oracle, He'll be here soon, hopefully he'll have some answers.

Ambushed

Roland is dead....

Angel was baldly hurt.....

Anna's not speaking right now, I think she hit her emotional limit...

Mike went... Somewhere, I guess he just needed some time....

Antonio is alive, And he stole the Black Bokken and caused all of the above...

I should explain... sometime yesterday,  early evening, all of us minus Roland was at a park, relaxing and getting caught up, I should have noticed the lack of other people there, the park was a popular one, and even at this time of day there should have been more people, we felt safe, and we let our guard down.

We first noticed something was wrong when I suddenly started seeing other people, looking like federal agents off in the distance, Anna and I had our bokkens because we had planed on getting some practice time in that day,  these guys, I think I heard the word "Agents" rushed in from all directions, Mike, Anna, and I responded to drive them back.

They didn't want us dead, that was clear, they didn't used any bladed weapons, or guns, they had Tazers, cattle prods, stuff that would incapacitate us without harming us severely. We drove them back, but as the last one was about to attack Anna for a take-down.... To put it politely, he imploded violently.

Anna emotionally checked out for a bit at that point, she got some of the agent on her....

The other Agents, fell back in a hurry after that, can't say I blame them, I was trying to make out who imploded that man, when I realized who it was.

Antonio... He's alive.

I ran over to him, with probably the biggest dumbest grin on my face, right when I got close, he pointed his hand at me, and I flew backwards. I had to ask at this point, "What the hell was that about?"

Antonio smiled a sadistic smile, I could have imagined this but I noticed the faint yellowish glow in his eyes.

"Sorry Paul, I'm here to kill you and take the Black Bokken"

I think my stomach hit my toes at that point, Anna and Mike were approaching, I turned to yell them fall back, but Antonio made it apparent why that would be a bad idea, he pretty much threw me at them...

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The rest of this gets painful.

I turned and pointed my Bokken at him, screamed how I would not use the Black Bokken, it just wasn't going to happen, I beat him down once with a normal bokken once, I could do it again...

Then my Bokken exploded, as did Anna's and Mikes training sword.

I tried to fight him barehanded, I got kicked in the ribs for my effort, punched in the face...

Antonio made it clear he wanted me to used the Black Bokken... he told me that "The Jailbait girl will die" if I didn't comply, suddenly I saw Anna Freeze in place, whimpering in pain... Antonio was slowly crushing her to death with his power!

I had no choice I reached into my coat and pulled the Black Bokken out, I took my best stance, and got ready to fight, Anna collapsed into a heap on the ground, Antonio had released her like he said he would, then he turned to attack me directly.

Frankly Antonio kicked our asses, Anna was already down, Mike went down quick, I couldn't lay a single hit on him, I swung that damn Bokken as many times as I could, he would just block it with some kind of  Telekinetic shields around his arms, I got no where fighting, Eventually I was tired, battered... unable to get to my feet..

I took one last swing at him, he caught my arm, applied pressure on in causing me to drop the Bokken. Antonio picked it up of course, and it felt like the second he picked it up, that all the evil on earth was just pulled into that damn thing....

Angel and Ryan came running up, Roland pointed his gun at Antonio and ordered him to drop the weapon and get down, hands behind his head... Standard cop stuff.

Roland, I swore at that point he would by the guy who turned the fight around.... I was on my back, Couldn't even move... Antonio just pointed the Bokken at not him, but Angel....

I don't know how to describe the next part... it was like the blade expanded...  in a beeline towards Angel, Roland pushed her aside, but the Bokken tore right through his chest.... and still got Angel in the process, just non fatally....

Antonio killed Roland, and beat the hell out of the rest of us.... I don't know why,

I just don't know why....

This is it....

A pile of rocks.....

That's what Stonehenge is to me, and I haven't a damn clue what Paul was hoping to find over there... he didn't explain to me at first what he went there for... but he came back with answers... chilling answers....

"Assuming I'm alive by then... I'm going to die again on the 12/21/12"

I looked at him like he was fucking daft... How can anyone say that with such certainly is beyond me at this point... but then he continued...

"But I'm going to do something, die for something, important beyond all of us"

Again he said this with such certainty, it was chilling... he didn't say why he felt this way, or what he encountered while he was out there... but he looked more "alive" than he had in the entire time he had been back with us.....

Well... if he's right... then were going to make the best we can in what time we have yet.... Once our business is done, were going to go get married.


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Well in other news at least, Antonio came through again, he examined that... goop... that he had found at some of Paul's teleporting sites... and well... Paul's not leaving it behind... When Paul left for Stonehenge, he didn't leave any of it behind.

So Antonio figured something else was leaving it at the scene... and we got our answer...

It's because it was being left behind by spYder... Yeah... He was stalking Paul this whole time.....

Antonio thinks he has enough to tie it down to Ryan's psychic signature... with a few little gadgets he had picked up... we tracked him down to a location, we might be able to storm there hideout and take down all three of them at once, if were very very lucky.

Were not being stupid about this... We are actually about to head out to do the deed now... if any of us survives.. we should report back in a couple days... if this is our last post... then well... you know the rest of the story...

Best of luck to all of you... in case we don't see you again.

My personal little Shitstorm

Ugh I can't deal with this shit right now.....

First off, Manic I read the comment your friend Kat left on your blog.. I'll repost what you said at the end because.. shit... I don't believe her but.... shit......

But first I want to read to you a little poem slipped under our now abandoned Hotel room door today....

Ahem....

"Poor little Paul, laid in a field, bleeding from his broken head, then down came the slender, all nice and tender, who fixed him up with our dead!"

Signed by "spYder" known to us as Ryan...

Did I mention this was written in blood? Oh yeah because it was written in blood!!!

Oh Jesus.... The more I hear, the longer I stay here, the more I want to cut my losses and run... But Paul and I didn't run out on Antonio... And Antonio has no intention on running out on Paul....

This to much, Why would Slenderman have a "Catch and release program" for this... A Proxy cohort of Lucia's posted  in a comment here, told us that there was a rumor of, direct quote from her blog, "lunatic with a broken sword clubbing people."... I've asked for a chance to talk to this proxy so we could maybe learn more about this... but I don't know... this is heavy... I mean fucking heavy... a

Also, I started following the blog written by the "Good-Ryan" who runs, as far as  I can tell, the only Proxy safe-house in Pittsburgh who had this it say in brief about Paul... He doesn't know Paul like I do, he wouldn't do this.. I mean hurt innocents, the man he reportedly killed.. there had to a reason, like self defense, I mean he used a broken Bokken.. it seemed like an act of desperation or he would of found a real weapon or something.

Shit we all just got in town a couple days ago, and were leaving an impact... I was hoping this would be low key, so we wouldn't get any attention considering my partner here is a rouge Proxy and all....

Anyways without further Ado... here's what Manic's proxy girlfriend had to saw about what she had "Seen" of Paul during her time on the Path....


Manic posted this here... I didn't edit this quote in any way.

"I remeber her telling me something, after the kill I made, sort of fuzzy like it wasn't actually me, I was laughing at the misfortune of it all. She mantioned ,Paul Laughing that, Of Course the Slender Man would 'Release a monster like that into the world' I pressed a little bit she said ' I Don't know much about what happened, but I saw Slender Man carry his all but lifeless 'body' (She said this with a strange emphasise) into that place beyond the Path, the Place we don't even dare to go, even with our great curiosities' I nodded knowing where she meant, ' But he took 6 generic proxies with him?, It's just after an few hours..... only that guy, um, um, ...' 'Patch', I interjected, 'Yeah him, and the Slender Man came out, She said he seemed more 'alive than ever' Again she said it with a strange emphasise, I hope this helps you to stay ALive."

I guess what Manic was trying to tell us, I mean all of us, it that were should probably not try to stop Paul from killing Ry- I'm sorry "spYder"... because in his state he might damn well be willing to kill anyone in his way... I'm praying to god that's not the case.

A recap of recent events

Hey it's Maya... I guess for the short and or long term.. I'll be maintaining Paul's blog....

It's been almost two days since Ryan attacked us, the bastard.... I figured I should get my take on what happened...

Ryan had showed up and while I missed some of the conversation, he pretty much gave Paul an ultimatum... either he could stand with them, or die with us.....

Fucking bastard... in Paul's defense he told Ryan to "Go fuck himself"... I knew I loved him for a reason. Paul demanded answers, that he wanted the truth....

Yeah Ryan told him alright, he told Paul that his family was never real, that he was part of a "Special" project, to see if they could get a particularly strong willed runner to jump sides if they altered his memories... it had almost worked considering he fought Antonio several times and almost killed me in our own apartment.

Paul and I.... the night before.... God damnit Paul why did you have to try and play the hero!

Ryan orders the attack, Paul empties the clip to his hand gun and takes down two proxes before there numbers drove us into the building.... the fighting was floor by floor, Apartment by apartment.... I just barely saved Antonio after one proxy had taken a sledge hammer to his leg, Antonio before then had dropped a few of his buddies I suppose....

I was... Maybe 20 minutes before the rest of them were thrashed of had just plain bailed out of the attack... the few times I saw Paul during that time it was usually finishing off a Proxy that he had in some way been engaged by.... The last time... just before I was captured by Ryan... he had a nasty gash in his right side, and a bloodied nose... his clothes were torn... he was badly beaten by one of them before Paul shot him he told me....

I don't know what happened after that... Paul got Antonio to an emergency exit and antonio made it to a car and escaped to the location Manic met us... well he would have if Manic didn't decide to get premptive and arrive taking out a few proxies outside of the building.

Ryan got me a bit after that, knocked me out briefly...

I woke up on the roof a bit later... Paul was standing there.... looking like the hero I know him to be... hurt.. bloodied... but determined... I don't know what was said before  they started fighting... but I was there to watch there fight...

Ryan... he's not like Antonio at all... Antonio uses his power as a proxy like a tool... he has a lot of finesse about him, and his heart doesn't let him abuse that power because he knows where it came from...

Ryan uses that same power like a club.... a weapon only...  I was blacking in an out of the fight for the most part... I saw Paul get tossed like a rag doll just blocking a shot, I saw Paul clobber ryan with his Bokken looking like he shattered one of Ryan's arms in the process... I saw....

I saw Paul scream in pain as Ryan gouged one of Paul's eyes with his thumb... then I saw the bastard bleed when Paul stabbed Ryan between the ribs with a switchblade afterwards....

The fight ended after that... Paul was bleeding bad from his left eye... and If I was able to clear my head from... what ever the hell Ryan did.. I might have noticed his broken ribs...

I guess none of that matters not.. we know the rest of the story... Manic got me out of there... and then Slenderman showed up...

It's funny you know... up to that point none of us had ever encountered it... I wonder if we only did now because a number of his minions died... or... I don't know....

We'll get him back, Manic and Antonio are bouncing idea's off each other as to how to find him... we figure he has to be alive.. otherwise the Slenderman would not have taken him...

But if we get him back... will he still be him?

FYI Shit happened

Pretty much the title here...

We were attacked by proxies tonight, didn't seem related to the going on's around here, I think we were just on there way, there were 5 of them, they didn't seem to tough, I mean not compared to Hoody....

Hoody was there, and I never thought I'd say this but thank god for that, I mean holy shit, I just home early from work, and there outside of the fucking building.

One of them flat out said "Nothing personal" before the five of them charged...

I had my Bokken in the trunk again so I took one down with an, I freely admit, cheep shot to the side of his knee cap, probably broke his leg, but he was out of the fight.

Maya was still in the car, looking for anything to help me out with, I was more or less fucked, there were still 4 of them, and one of them charged me with what, and no shit, this happened, a mother fucking battle axe!

Seriously, where the fuck did someone get one of those!

So there I was, about to get my head split, when Hoody fucking slender walked to the right of the guy and cold cocks the guy with a telekinetic punch that, I'm pretty sure must of killed the guy... there was way to much blood.

So there we were, 3 on three, Maya was out of the car at this point with one of my largish knives that I hide behind the passenger seat...

They charged, I ducked the one who tried to clip me with a pipe wrench, gut shot him with the hilt of my Bokken, and was about to finish him when I got hit in the head with a rock, leaving me open enough for the Proxy to give me a good elbow in the face.

Maya told me later she took the rock tosser out by stabbing him in the shoulder with her knife, and then shocking him with a Taser she keeps in her purse, Self defense of course, so she won her fight first.

Mean while, Hoody managed to get himself in deep with some kung-fu asshole who was actually keeping Hoody tied up, Hoody was of course I later found out, holding back so we could beat them, saying "If I went all out they would have just ran, and who ever they were going for probably wouldn't of made it"

So me an pipe wrench guy was still going at it, he had me flat footed, he was just about to clock me in the skull with that wrench, would have been lethal at that angle and force, I managed to throw my  Bokken up and caught him in the wrist, the combined force on his fragile wrist actually might have broken it because all I hear was a scream and him drop the wrench...

I wasn't thinking that at the time, I just pushed him back to get some swinging range, and swung high, I caught him just below the ear, probably shattered his jaw, but I didn't kill him, and he was out like a light...

And just like that, he hit the floor, and the lot of them vanished the way that Hoody did when I beat him, Hoody walked over to us, I'm bleeding from my nose, Maya walks over cleaning the blood off the knife before giving it back to me, I tell her keep it, it's her's now..

She smiles, I smile back.......

Hoody tells us all that they didn't have the strength to Slender-walk out like that... That their boss pulled them out...

This was round one... I know that it's only going to get worse from here, Tacoma has not been "won" by either side... there will be other proxy band's... and there's one more thing...

Ryan's e-mail..... He's coming back to Tacoma....

We have about 15 days before he comes back....

And he *Is* bringing an army with him......

I made the decision, I sat down and let Maya read the blog, she needs to know this is happening, because she could be killed by this..... She doesn't know Ryan she say's.....

So now I have,  till 4/25/12 to find my answers... Or we might just all die.....

Truth

Maya Had apparently lied about contacting Hoody while I was in Levenworth....

She somehow thought this was a good thing, that I wouldn't freak the unholy fuck out about this at all.

She got lucky....

Lucky I don't care the god damn gun around the house or I would probably have to explain why I shot a got damn teenager who showed up at random at my door, completely unarmed and wearing a hoody...

Well my last name is not Zimmerman so I don't think I would have gotten away with it, hey I just wanted you all to know I was thinking of the unfortunate implications of what I'm typing.

So anyways, I learned they were in contact, while Maya was forcing me to watch damn near clockwork orange style some bubbly anime about Japanese girls in high school.

Then again she introduced me to some show called Berserk, so yeah it's not a complete loss.

Anyways, back on topic, she actually invited Hoody, without telling me, while you know, I'm still... What's the word.... Oh yeah, FUCKING PARANOID, about the idea that I potentially false memories of a missing family, and the guy I suspected was the cause, showed up at my door..

So I of course opened the door, saw him there, whipped a switch blade out, and took a pose that screamed "Fucking bring it"...

It really does occur to me, that I have way to many god damn weapons around my apartment, I mean I've had most of these from before it hit the fan around here.

His rebuttal was to hold up a bag containing a 6 pack of root-beer and ice-cream, and a copy of the Wii game Dokapon Kingdom..

I swear to god if If this had happened yesterday, none of you would have believed me.

So I put the knife up, I mean if he brought video games and the ingredients to Root beer floats, then hell I'd had better let him in.

I mean the whole thing was a bit awkward, Hoody was... well quiet... Maya was gloating in the fact she had been kicking my ass, it wasn't until the second float of the night for me, and the third time Maya had shaved my avatar's head and renamed my character "COCKMONGER" (I'm not making this up, the girl anit right) did we actually start talking.

Antonio came out and said that he wasn't the one behind what happened to my family, but he knew who was, but he didn't want to tell me who it was, something about me "Not being ready" and was unsure if I knew this second proxy or not.

I polity let him know that I only knew one Proxy, and he just jacked another one of my towns, and that I would get that fucker back once I unlocked my demon form thing (I'm still not making this up, this game is awesome)


At the end of the night, Hoody had left, leaving Maya and I alone. You know while he was in my place he had his hood off, and only put it back on once he left, he had the Tattoo like Maya and I do.

 I asked Maya in the calmest most understanding tone this question can come off as "Maya seriously what the fuck?"

She had replied simply "What did you want me to do? Hide the fact I was in contact with him? Especially when he's the closest thing we have to someone on the inside? We need help if were going to find out what erased your memories."

Frustrated slightly I stated "How do we know it was my memories that were altered? It could have been yours that were altered for all we know"

Maya stepped into my personal space "What do you remember Paul, tell me" She put her hands in mine and looks into my eyes "Please..."

I'm some-watt pissed off at myself for what happened next... I gave into this to easily... if she's the second proxy... then I was playing right into her plan...

"I... remember... a Wife.... and a Son.... Everything was different" I cringe when I realize I had let it slip. but at the same time it was a relief to let my self admit that I remember my family, even if I'm the only ones on earth to remember this

Maya to her credit, well she really is amazing, rather than freak out or overreact that I kept this back from her, sat me down on the credits, and holding my hands in front of me as she sat on the floor in front of me, just asked me "Tell me about them Paul..."

I tell her everything, she way her hair would always be in front of her face in the morning, the way my son would saw "I You" because he couldn't figure out how to say "I love you".

I tell her about the wedding, the church it was in, I tell her about the day my son was born, how I carried him all the way to the nursery ward, I tell him how I melted the first time he opened his eyes and looked at me, the cute mewing noise he made, the fact that he snored by the time he was 2.... or the fact that he was barely 6 lbs at birth, and would eat about 3 ounces of formula at a time.

I tell her about my first date with my wife, the first time we met in college, the moment we realized we were in love, the first time we broke up, for all of 6 hours before we were back together, apologizing for it all. I remember the look on her face when I told her I wanted to spend the rest of my days with her.

Maya just sat there and smiles stroking my hand, not upset, but understanding... if she's telling the truth, then she... we probably had to go through this once before with Hoody...

When I'm done unleashing these bottled up memories, she smiles and hugs me, she says she understands now why I haven't wanted to tell her this. She tells me it's going to be painful sorting out what was real, and what was fiction, but I had helped her sort it all out for Antonio, and she would help me sort it all out.

For a second, I wanted to push her back and scream that it was real... but I didn't.... I asked her to tell me about us, our relationship... for the first time I allowed my self to open to the possibility, that my memories are fake.. I really do blame you for this Manic.. but I sit there, hugging her and listening.

I'll post her story, about the day we met later on after I go crash for about 10 hours.

Monster

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Okay lets get this fucking over with....

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So Maya had just had me sit back down.. I'm still bleeding... and I just tried to murder her....

Let me make myself clear, Hoody, deserved what happened to him, the fucking bastard wrecked my life, and god knows how many others before, he's a blatant proxy's displaying  powerful slender-skills, and yeah...

Maya hasn't done shit against me, except be a "friend" of Hoody... and I almost killed her for that...

She came back into the room from the bathroom with some more Gauss and some rubbing Alcohol... She looks at me slightly shaking like I'm going to strike at her again...

That just makes me feel worse....

"You don't have to help me anymore.... you already know that I'm on to the two of you" I say with a bit of bile...

Maya just sits down "Paul... I don't know what the hell your talking about, just sit down and shut up so I can get the bleeding to stop."

I didn't deserve this...... We sat silent while she worked on Re-wrapping my head, the rubbing alcohol burned like a son of  a bitch...

"How do you know him...." I asked while she worked.

"How do you not Paul.... I can understand forgetting little things, but I don't understand how you forgot about Antonio"

So that's the Proxy's real name... "There's allot of things I don't know"

"I can see that... Paul.... when did the memory loss start?"

I look at her "My memory is fine thank you, it's the rest of the god damn world that's wrong!"

With sad eyes she asks a question that I didn't want to answer "Do you remember me at all?"

I look at the table, at my wrecked hand... "No.... I remember.... something else... I'm not ready to tell you what I do remember."

She stands up and walks to the fridge, there's a blankness in her face I can't quite place, she grabs a couple beers for us, I get the impression she's going to push for details.

She sits back down, not looking me in the eyes... "I figured as much to be honest, when you bought the fake story about our tattoo's"

I struggle to pop the top off my beer, she had to pop it for me.

I look at her... "What's the real story?...."

She looks at me... she struggles with the question, I'm getting answers, but to all the wrong questions.

"This is not the first time one of us lost our memory Paul, Antonio is... Well he is what you called a 'Proxy'... But he used to be... with me... before I met you."

I hide my shock at this... shit I knew she knows allot about Him, but to hear her speak openly of it is... dubious.

"He was kidnapped... years ago... were were still kids... I didn't see him till about 8 months ago, he was different, he was traumatized, he had... He had strange abilities.... you helped me Paul, helped me pull him back together, you might not know this, but he has the same tattoo as us"

"Maya he might have killed people... I mean my-"

I cut myself off, She wouldn't remember my family, she wouldn't remember my friends... how could she, the rest of the world doesn't....

At this point she gets up walks over to me, I'm still sitting..... my guard is down, I'm so very tired at this point. I can faintly see the marks of my fingers on her neck still...

"I don't know what you remember Paul, what they made you remember instead of Antonio and I, but were real god dammit!"

On that note... She slaps me... Hard... I deserved it....
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Then she hugs me.... Crying.... I hug her back, the bastard that I am, still comforting her....
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Maya will be her in a few moments, she doesn't know about the blog, I plan on keeping it that way... I'm not sure what's real anymore... There's no way my family was fake...  but Maya is real, and were on the same side now....

I tried to kill her, might have killed Hoody/Antonio....  But if she's right, someone else is pulling the strings here... and we plan on finding out who....